Sunday, 24 February 2008

14 ~ The one where Hayley got the PEG

We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey. ~Kenji Miyazawa


I'm trying to remember what's happened since I last updated. Not much...that I can remember anyway!

I found two more lumps (one in each armpit) last week, I went to get them checked on Monday and they'd gone, just like last time. Haha. Typical. I also found another lump in my belly on Friday morning and when I went to the Hospital to get my PEG I mentioned it to the Nurse and she said it was probably from my clexane injections. And today I can't feel it anyway, I hope I don't get anymore because I always panic when I find them, lol.

On Friday I got my PEG fitted. I'm not going to lie...it wasn't the nicest experience ever and I wouldn't like to do it again but I'm alright now. It is really painful and it hurts to move too much but it's gradually getting better and better. Last night it was really bad but once I got in bed it was alright. It's strange having something come out of my stomach but I'm getting used to it now. I've taken a picture...you can't see too much of my belly (trust me, that's a good thing!)

I'm trying to think what else has been going on, oh - me and Pete went to BBC Essex radio station last Friday and we had a really nice time. Obviously, I didn't speak but Pete did really well and answered all the questions right! Apparently Pete had another phonecall from someone else there to do another interview. Don't know much else about it though!

I was also interviewed by another newspaper, Braintree and Witham Times. That came out on Wednesday, I was pleased with that as well as all the others. I do sometimes get worried that it'll get turned in to a depressing story and they'll get things wrong but so far, so good!

Everything to do with the charity day is going really well...I'm hoping that I'm feeling okay to go on the day because it's on the 15th March which is nearly 3 weeks after I start radiotherapy and apparently the side effects start from 2 weeks onwards. Hopefully by that time I wont be that bad (And hopefully I wont EVER be that bad lol)

I had my final mask fitting on Friday, went fine. I had a hot flush while the mask was on lol. It was so frustrating cos I really wanted to fan my face but I couldn't! I start radiotherapy tomorrow, I'm not nervous about it or anything because I know it will be alright. My appointment is at 3:10pm. I thought I had chemotherapy tomorrow too but it's on Wednesday.

Lastly, I'm just wondering if all my readers could do me a favour. I get quite a few hits on my blog each day but don't get very many comments. I'm just interested to know who does actually read my blog and where they live - so if you read this please could you leave a comment saying where you live or just say "Hi" or something. If you don't know how to comment me then you can always email me at hayleydyer3@googlemail.com - Thank you!

Hayley

19 comments:

  1. Hello you!
    Well, I think by now you know my name is Jacqui and I live in London! Though home is Scotland, so I'm kind of all over the place lol. I hope you get lots of comments telling you where people are from, it'll be really interesting to read!
    I'm actually just sat here writing your letter ready to post in the morning :o) I like writing to you, it's fun, I hope you like my little letters. Writing is a dying art!
    Anyway my dear good luck with the radiotherapy...It's all set, and once it's started then that little buggar will get shrinking even more, which is fabulous :D I will be thinking about you when you're having your treatment, and wishing you well.
    Love you lots,
    Jacz xxx

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  2. Hello, my name is Suzi and i live in spain.unfortunatly ;). but you know i'm all english. hah.
    you're so brave and me and Maica love you
    xxx

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  3. Hello.
    I came to you through Cheryl Johnsons Blog. I come from Northants. My friends 7 year old fought cancer so I know what an impact it has, your upbeat approach is fantastic. I am a bit shocked by you being a fan of spice girls though LOL. I was East17 fan so can't comment!! LOL. Keep blogging and most importantly Keep Kicking Cancers Arse girl.

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  4. Hi there,

    I'm your mum and I live.... just kidding! ;-)

    Well done for coping like you have done with your PEG tube. You're a brave soldier-ess! Glad the pain isn't as bad as it was.

    Well, as always sweetheart, I am walking alongside you, counting the days till this cancer's arse has been well and truly kicked!

    Love you daughter!

    xxxxxx

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  5. DNO! :-)

    BIG love
    Buddy

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  6. Hey im sarah and i live in lowestoft LOL but you know that love you x

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  7. I first came across your blog through Cheryl Johnson too. I visit to keep up to date on what you're doing to that nasty 'c' word!! LOL. My name is Rosie and I live in Northants.

    I try and leave you a comment of support every time you leave a post.

    Keep kicking girl!!
    x

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  8. My name is Dave and I'm an alcoholic. Whoops sorry wrong place and you already knew that, haha.

    I'm your aunties boyfriend and I live in Grays, Essex!

    Really nice to see you the weekend and sorry you couldn't come shopping on sunday with me. Shame, you missed out on a good topman bargain....I got a tshirt for...guess how much?? £1!! Do you want a lollipop...maaaaann?

    Enough of the silliness.

    Couldn't believe how horrific the PEG fitting was and think you are incredibly brave, much braver than I would have been in the situation - so well done for that. Let's hope you don't have to use it and you will be ok with your throat but better to know its there in case.

    Hope things today went ok for you, waiting for Pete to get in from work to hear about it all, although he foned me at work to say you are in the paper yet again! I still need that autograph!

    Anyway I will let you get on.

    Take care of yourself, and remember to shout anytime you want to pop out or anything. Same goes to your mum (who I am sure will read this too, lol. If you need a break, I still owe you a trip to Barleylands!)

    Be thinking of you both this week, especially on Wednesday Hay.


    All my love,
    Dave (aka Andy)
    xxxoxxx

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  9. I read! I'm Louise, from London. I found you through Cheryl Johnsons blog :)

    xo

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  10. That must scare you to find the lumps, but it is good to get them checked out and find
    out that they are nothing. I bet it IS strange having something coming out of your
    belly. I can't imagine what it must feel like. I hope that the pain lets up though.
    :(
    I definitely try to comment every time i read. I know when you're feeling sick, or down, or even when you write a blog, it's nice to get at least a "hi" or a smiley comment to make you feel better. Especially since it's such a personal/emotional thing to have to go through. I don't know if you knew where I was from though, but I'm from Australia. :) Well, not FROM there, I'm from the USA but i'm living over here.
    Anyway, good luck this week, darlin!
    I hope everything goes well and that you're not in TOO much pain!
    =) *big hugs*

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  11. Hi Hayley,
    Just popping in to see how things are going with you lately!! Sounds like your coping well, your very brave!! Keep your chin up, always here for you!
    Caroline DNO's MRS!
    xxxxx

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  12. Hi my name is Hayley as well - what a cool name we have! I live in Wethersfield in Essex, and I started reading your blog after seeing your interview in the B&W Times. I totally admire your positivity - my problems seem pathetic compared to what you face on a daily basis! Keep your spirits up - you've got plenty of people keeping their fingers crossed for you!

    Hayley x

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  13. Hi, my name is Christine...I read your blog, you are a very courageous young lady! I got your blog info from your mom on OCF website....Im from Pennsylvania in the US.

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  14. Hi Haley! My name is also christine (d) and I too am from the OCF website. I live in NYC and I wanted to check in to see if the PEG situation improved at all for you. Remember the PEG soreness will definitely go away. You are very brave. Today was my 11 RAD treatment and so far so good for me. Please PM me on the OCF website if you want to chat about anything. You'll find me under christine d.

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  15. Hi my luv, just to say i hope all is going well with the dxt (radiotherapy)and the peg isnt too much of a pain! You are sooooo brave. If your worried about your ears just give us a call, or about anything in that fact. Take care and see you soon leah xxx

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  16. my name is ethel and im from mars... but u can call me vix :D aaahh u didnt tell them about the 7up!!! u totally should thats well good :D:D hope ur stomach is feeling a bit better now. i think you will be here soon infact... im so bored... its nice that u asked people to comment you... i likey... only 15 comments tho... booo! im 16th :D:D
    Love you long time. xxx

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  17. hiya, I read it :)

    Keep kicking arse lady!
    Lucia xx

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  18. HI Hayley,
    I am originally from England, live in Chicago now. I got to your webpage from Lifewithoutcaden.com
    You are a brave funny person and have a great spirit. keep on kicking!

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  19. Hi, my name is Stacy, and I live In Fort Campbell, Kentucky (USA) Where my husband is a soldier. I saw the link to your blog on "life with my special k's" and started to catch up on your story. Very nice to "meet" you. lol
    Stacy

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